ORB OF NIGHT

The beauty of night,
Bejeweled with stars twinkling.
Gazing at the serenity,
of clouds meandering..
Silvery & fairy like..
emerges the orb in grandeur,
even as it waxes & wanes...
unfail to capture the beauty.
Clouds drifting away..
unveiling the glowing moon.
As the auroral orb,
flaunts on the clear night sky..
The sounds of night,
Breezily sings a lullaby.

Motherhood

The month of May,

to cherish was a day..

Little did i know the pain,

seeing my angel beam..

making me forget the world,

but the angelic smile..

my daughter flashed..

You endowed me a gift,

most precious of all..

Everyday is a bliss,

Pure as this..

is no other bond,

making us more fond..

For in you i saw,

A world of love..

I owe you my life,

for this motherhood..

Fantasy

Into the abyss

of my dark life..

you ignited a spark,

of warmth & love..

Filling my solitude,

with dreams infinite..

You came as an answer,

to my prayers..

Touched my soul,

with the grace of your love..

and gave a reason to smile..

Together wove dreams,

of colourful fantasies..

living each day,

to embrace in realism..

eyes twinkle & lips quiver,

as your thoughts conquer me.

Each day dawns with dreams,

& nights enveloped with memories..

Luring each other and..

awaiting to surrender ourselves,

in the lap of heavenly bliss.

REMINISCENCE

Every portrait reminds me

Of ur face so enchanting

Leaving me spellbound

Every look reminds me

Of ur eyes so stentorious

Leaving me enthralled

Every voice reminds me

Of ur talk so mushy

Leaving me amorous

The cool breeze reminds me

Of ur touch so passionate

Leaving me fascinated

Every place, cozy reminds me

Of ur hug so warm

Leaving me enamored

Every rain drop reminds me

Of ur soft lips on mine
Leaving me desirous.

My dear mom..

The love you showered..

would always be enshrined..

from the day i was born..

to the day you left me..

days spent in pure love..

can never be recouped..

you gave me life & love..

you lead me through..

paths of love & courage..

you wiped my tears..

and gave me your shoulder..

In love, pain & failure..

always standing beside me..

For we share a bond..

the most purest of all..

You enchanted me..

with a love so pure..

No love would supersede..

the love u gave me..

Rankle the day..

doom yanked you from me.

But ur love dear mom..

will dwell in my heart forever..

Colourless images

Walking through the narrow alley..

With darkness enveloped..

Lost in the rumpus of the world..

Moving forward in fluster..

The past images move..

Swirling around my thoughts..

Beautiful & colourful ones..

Tainted with black & red..

The smile languish behind tears..

Eclipsing my vision..

As the obscurity unveil itself..

I descry images colourless..

And you infront of me..

As you depict those images..

into colours of pink & gold..

As the sun shines on it..

A world of love & happiness..
Unwrap for you & me..

CLOUDS

Dawn breaking through,

the moving clouds..

Sun peeping in lustrously,

glazing on the panes..

Moving to glimpse it,

make me fervor..

My lips asunder at,

the aesthetic nature..

Clouds move past,

Nuzzling against me..

As i close my eyes,

to feel the bliss..

I realise they were,

like moving fantasies..

for no more am i in rapture,

moving in enigma..

Have gone past me,

renouncing me alone..

Daunted...

Memories of yesteryears..

Begird me in rhapsodic feels..

Gone were the days...

Spent in resplendent ways..

Alluring one & all..

Those were the days,

Spent in splendor..

The dark grey clouds,

Shadowing the bright blue sky,

All vanish into thin air,

With grief engulfing me,

Life yanked me from love,

leaving me abandoned..

On this exotic land..

Daunted by the cries,

of my own soul..

Abashed by an unknown pain..

The warm hug..

The cool breeze from the hills,

just blew her tresses over,

making the pale cheeks blush,

walking through the misty woods,

the clouds forming a veil,

kissing the mountain tips,

floating like a white feather,

the cool winds & the drizzle gyrated

around making her tremble..

her eyes like sparkling star..

beamed a ray of happiness,

at the sight of the loved one,

pacing towards him..

snuggled into his wide open arms,

as he caressed her ecstatically..

passion burns the soul..

Thy passion burns my soul,

Thou knows not how it overwhelms,

Love conveyed through silence,

Hath more sway,

When eyes meet eyes,

Speaking infinite thoughts,

The heart knows the quiver,

Letting out the cadence loud & clear,

The dawn & dusk alike,

A treat for my soul,

The night as deep as you,

Convey as deep as your eyes,

Arousing the senses within me,

Touching the most beautiful vision,

Untouched by the lovers love,

As you lusciously envelope me,

Fructifying my yearning soul.

Will our love blossom..

The scorching pain of..

bygone days remain..

like a scar never healed..

it remains unseen & untold..

yet it erupts unknowingly..

with tears streaming down my cheeks.. 

will our love blossom again,

as in spring after winter,

will there be dreams,

for both you & me..

will we see the sunshine,

again through our hearts..

will the little birds chirp..

a love song for you & me..

will the moon shy away...

& hide behind the clouds..

will the happiness bloom 

again in our lives.

making it colourful  & worth.. 

Dream or a nightmare..

The gentle breeze and..
the droplets of water..
as it sprinkled on me..
sitting on the rock..
which once adorned the,
beauty of our mystical love,
and made me spellbound,
standing here bewildered..
the memories come gushing,
thronging the pages of my mind..
making me frail & daunt..
I wake up feeble..
knowing it wasn't a dream..
but an everlasting nightmare..

Twilight

As the sun sets behind the horizon..
My mind too sinks in my thoughts...
The most adorable moments..
Appear as a panorama..
Creating ruffles in my mind..
Those were the days in ecstasy..
But was it just the twilight...
Before the onset of the dusk..
The night creeps in, so does the pain..
Can feel the thud in my heart..
I ponder, is he aware of my pain..
Or am i unaware of his pain.

A lie

I have started loving this lie..
If not for it would i die..
Whiling life flawlessly..
portraying myself courageously..
A life lived ignorantly..
Yet behaving discreetly..
Still the life has to move on..
But hard to believe all is gone..
Solitude pulls apart my mask..
Tears streaming down unmask..
My pain & feelings for him..
making my life grim..
For i realised my life..
without him is a grief..

Love

Saw it in ur eyes...
Felt it in ur touch....
Realised it in ur heartbeat...
Knew it thru ur kisses...
My heart flutters at ur sight...
Wanting more & more of it...

Broken heart..

Even b4 we saw each other, we knew each other...
Even b4 we knew each other, we fell in love...
Even b4 we fell in love, we embraced each other...
Even b4 we embraced each other, we felt we are one..
Even b4 we felt we are one, we started living...
Even b4 we started living, we started moving away..
Even b4 moving away, our relationship started breaking...
Even b4 we completely break, I WISH AM DEAD...

Face of the one u love..

In the hour of silence..
A face appears on ur mind..
In the hour of solitude..
A face appears on ur mind..
In the rush of the crowd..
A face appears on ur mind..
In the middle of partying..
A face appears on ur mind..
In the hour of happiness...
A face appears on ur mind..
In the hour of sorrow..
A face appears on ur mind..
In the hour of separation..
A face appears on ur mind..
The one u love, deep within ur self..

Hope

With fingers crossed, 
I keep clinging to the lil hope,
that we would make it,
am not strong to accept,
that u let me down,
but sure, will a day come,
when u realise my love..
for i had my heart & soul,
into everything i said & did...

I believe u..

When u said u love me for eternity,
I believed you..
When u said u will be with me forever,
I believed you... 
When u said i mean the world to u..
I believed you..
When u said u are privileged to have me,
I believed you...
When u said u care for my feelings,
I believed you...
Now u say all that isnt true,
Now what should i believe??

Moments of Solitude..

Loving the moments of solitude,
surrounded by silence,
& just your thoughts..
I recollect the past memories..
& live with you in those moments..
When we were alone in,
our world of love...
Most wonderful moments of my life,
If only i could go back & remain there.
with just you & me..
& our love..

Then & now..

Then, love was in the air,
Now, a distant dream..
Then, saw passion in your eyes,
Now, the most incompassionate..
Then, your smile made me live,
Now, it makes me die..
Then, your thoughts made my face glow,
Now, it makes me sob..
Then, you held me close to you,
Now, you seem to move away..
Then, i was a lively person,
Now, am living death...

mind

My mind travels like a wild horse,
not knowing the destiny.
It is your silence that haunts my soul,
making thoughts fragile,
my emotions become scars,
blocking my senses,
but it is you & your thoughts,
that still dominate my senses...

Helpless

I stand here helpless…

With my heart in depress..

For once u made me feel …

I was the world for you..

But now u made me feel..

That no more do u need..

I stood speechless..

Watching you move away…

Still hoping you would..

Feel my heart  beating for you..

And would come back  to hold..

Me the way you used to..

YEARNING

My heart knows not what it yearns...
But sure without you it burns..
Not knowing how you feel..
I fail to keep it conceal..
Did i see the love in your eyes..
Or was my decision unwise..
Was all that a bogus...
Or is it that am in a bias..
Still feeling my heart throb..
I wake up with a sob..

WITHIN ME

However far you go away from me...
You will always be within me...
Your touch will remain to haunt...
That will not make me daunt...
Your kiss will linger my lip..
Which made my heart skip...
Your breath would make me live...
Until the day i survive...
For you were & will be mine..
Until i last dine...

PASSION

The whispering passions,

The soft unspoken words of love,

The meaningful depth in the eyes,

The trembling lips,

The burning touches,

The breathless kisses,

All common in love,

But yet unique in each,

Making love ageless & eternal.

Wanting

The sparkle of your eyes,

The sound of your voice,

The touch of your hand,

The warmth of your skin,

Make me want you more & more…

Your compassionate embrace,

Your breath on my neck,

Your kiss on my lips,

Your gentle strokes,

Make me want you more & more…

The tender loving words,

The love in your eyes,

The passionate kisses,

The expressive looks,

All make me want you more & more.

Evergreen Love

My heart would always treasure

Your thoughts as it is my pleasure.

You showed me a whole new world,

For without you my heart whirled.

I can feel you in the depth of my soul,

It is your thoughts that make me console.

Each moment wanting to be with you,

Is the only thing I long to do.

As each day pass by,

The urge to be with you goes high.

I just wish our love stays evergreen,

And lives days umpteen…

I felt...

The moment I saw you,

I felt I had known you for years.

The moment I spoke to you,

I felt I had known you for ages.

The moment I fell in love with you,

I felt I had known you in my past life,

The moment you said your love for me,

I felt that you were the one for me.

The moment we felt each other,

I felt we were meant to be together forever.

Longing

My hand longs to be held by your hands,

My ear longs to hear your sweet whispers,

My heart longs to be with you,

My feet longs to walk alongside yours,

My shoulder longs to lean on yours,

My lips long to be kissed by yours,

My eyes long to catch your glimpse,

My mind longs to think only about you,

My hair longs to feel your gentle strokes,

My head longs to rest on your chest,

My fingers long to get the warmth of your touch,

My heart beat longs to beat along with yours,

My nose longs to smell your breath,

My neck longs for your sweet kisses,

My heart longs to know, you are mine forever…